dearest 4a

sorry for my selfish act today. i will not disclose the reasons and what sinful acts i have commited. i know that it is of no use that i apologise without knowing the cause, but i would rather tell you directly than say it here. well you can ask politely if ever you see trudging along at school right. this contrition goes only to my class alone because it is the only class the i hate, love and care for [?]. i have sinned againts others who are of my level and to the sec 5s but i have no forethoughts of them.

till the next time we see each other in the next world. best regards

goodbye cruel world

eunice

there you go. an advanced suicide letter. cool huh. i wonder if suicide letters could be written in blogs. then you hang yourself with the computer open. will it compromise authencity. i guess so. CSIs always analyze authencity in the most critical stage so i guess it would not work. i mean somebody could have killed me and just written the note. maybe forced entry, bruises and absence suicidal marks would testify to that. oh men i am thinking too much.

no, i am not suicidal. i am the most jovial girl in the world. the aunty vendor in out school store will concur to that. we are always shreaking in chorus when i notice that my favorite food is on the menu. she even knows when i don't come down and eat for reccess as i am one of her most "cheerful" costumers [as stated by the aunty herself]. even though i see sad people like jessica and ms y (not really) scowl all day long i won't be affected. even though there are these tearing amd intense conversations between raizal and melissa i would still happily munch down on my bun and comment happily beaming at everyone like one demented arse. people of my kind, joyce [fmss] and mrs. s are always happy and contented in life. even though sometimes it's a different story in the inside.